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In 1975, Tara Graves’ adoptive parents selected her from a catalog of children’s pictures và flew her from South Korea to lớn the United States. Her Korean name was Kim Eun-sook. (Tara Graves)


CAMP HUMPHREYS, South Korea — Tara Graves celebrates her birthday Saturday in South Korea, her first since she was born here more than 45 years ago.

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Graves, 46, a personal fitness trainer & the wife of Camp Humphreys commander Col. Seth Graves, is among tens of thousands of South Koreans adopted to families around the world in the decades following the 1950-53 Korean War.

In 2021, the Army sent the Graves family from Brussels to South Korea, where Seth took command of the largest U.S. Military base overseas.

The new assignment hit home for Tara Graves: She had not been in South Korea since she was adopted at 6 months old, she told Stars and in December.

Although she saw the move as an opportunity to reconnect with her birth family và Korean culture, it required her, lượt thích many adoptees, to lớn reopen emotional scars.

“It’s almost lượt thích opening a box full of trauma,” Graves said. “You don’t know exactly what you’re going lớn get.”

‘Difficult childhood’

In 1975, Graves’ adoptive parents selected her from a catalog of children’s pictures và flew her from South Korea khổng lồ New Jersey before her adoptive father’s job with manufacturing company 3M took them to lớn Minnesota.

“It was a very difficult childhood growing up in Minnesota,” she said. “In the small town that we lived in, everyone was sort of predominantly Caucasian.”

As children, Tara và her younger brother, also an adopted Korean, were bullied và teased, she said. Her Minnesota upbringing fostered what she described as a “a very scary situation” due khổng lồ her ethnic background in a predominantly trắng neighborhood.

“Being 5 years old and having older kids chase me down at the bus stop, throwing rocks at me, for what I looked lượt thích was very difficult,” she said.

At age 16, Graves, with her adoptive mother’s help, started a tìm kiếm for her birth family, she said, “because I wanted to know what happened.”

Through South Korea’s social services, she discovered a lưu ý left at an orphanage by a family member, hoping Graves would receive it and tương tác her birth family. She eventually reached her birth mother và exchanged photos and translated letters.

Graves said her birth mother refused lớn explain to her what transpired "until she saw me in person and that I learned how to speak the native language.”

Two years later, Graves “let it go” and stopped sending letters.

“I think I realized that the older that I became, I didn’t have this void of needing to lớn go back lớn the motherland; khổng lồ be whole; to lớn know my whole story or meet my biological family,” she said. “I didn’t let that identify me. It wasn’t my identity, being a lost Korean American adoptee.”


Tara Graves poses between her husband, Army Col. Seth Graves, right, & her birth brother, Kim Hyung-bae, during a recent reunion in South Korea. (Kim Hyung Bae)


Graves ultimately decided that reconnecting with her family may “heal that part of me that hasn’t healed.”

After moving to lớn South Korea, she contacted one of her six Korean siblings & made plans khổng lồ meet at a café in Pyeongtaek, where Humphreys is located roughly 40 miles from Seoul.

It was an “extremely emotional” reunion, she said. Seth Graves & Jena, the couple’s 17-year-old daughter, also met their extended family members.

“She just looks like her sister,” Tara recalled one of her siblings saying.

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Seth Graves said Tara and her birth family were “all very excited to finally meet each other” và described it as “very emotional.”

"I think it’s a very special moment for her,” Seth told Stars & on Thursday. “Had she & I not met, she may have never made it back lớn Korea & had the opportunity to meet her family.”

Seth added that Tara’s birth family “took her in with mở cửa arms” & also accepted him and Jena “as part of the family.”

While discussing her birth family’s history with her siblings, Graves discovered the true story behind her birth và adoption, a story that conflicted with what was passed down to lớn her.

“All of that was not true,” she said.

Her siblings told Graves that her birth mother divorced her father & left all of their children in his care. When her father died several years later, the eldest brother, who had recently graduated from high school, took care of his five siblings.

"He remembers me being born và then feeding me, and everyone being happy,” Graves said of her brother. “And then, all of a sudden one day, I disappeared.”

‘Nothing khổng lồ forgive’

While life in South Korea drastically improved in the decades that followed the Korean War, much of the population was still experiencing economic difficulties throughout the 1970s, Kongdan Oh, a former senior Asia specialist at the Institute for Defense Analyses, wrote in an analysis published by the Brookings Institution.

Kim Hyung-bae, the eldest son & a manager of an elementary school in Gangwon province, explained that their parents wanted another son và because “we are folks who experienced poverty” they put Tara up for adoption.

“Men are blind in their own cause,” Kim told Stars & “I asked our parents where she went but heard nothing from them. They were answerless.”

Kim said his siblings were too young to lớn understand the concept of adoption, he said, but he felt guilt later on.

“I once thought that adoption is better for her,” Kim said. “I also felt bad for her và thought should be in the U.S. … even just that she should eat well & live well there.”

When the siblings first met, Kim asked Tara Graves for forgiveness, she said.

“There’s nothing to lớn forgive,” Graves said. “But for him, it was very important that he had my forgiveness.”

About 22 years ago, Kim và his siblings exhumed the remains of their immediate family and reinterred them in one grave. Tara Graves’ siblings engraved their names on the tombstone.

Among those names was Kim Eun-sook, Graves’ Korean name.

“I thought we may see her again some time,” Kim said. “And I wanted to prove that Tara has a family in South Korea.”